Blood Bargain

Wauw... What a day it was:D At 8 20 My father called me and waked me up. Then we finnaly went to the hospital to give blood samples and will do again tomorrow :C. Whatever, this time doc.s and nurses were much more polite and caring. So I kinda beared being in the hospital. :D Then I went to my school (= It s a classic for a typical student. You go doctor you go school with a lolipop :D:D:D No they didnt give me any lolipop but now I think that it was not a bad idea after all :D Well the funniest thing was that the nurse who was going to take my blood made a bargain with me after seeing that I get nerveous by seeing the needle:D She said 'but sweatheart please I have to concentrate, do not distract me its a very hard vain to find ' you shold have seen my face as she said these :X I was trying to swallow something that was at the size of a watermelon :D Whatever, after all these when I arived school my friends took me to tell them their fortune from a coffe cup:D Its the image of the fortune that is reflected by the Turkish Coffe you drink. So its kindda authentic. And unfortunatelly just like every single person whom I tell their fortune they become addicted to this immediatelly. I just cannot understand the eagerness of humankind to find out thier future, if it should have been told to them Im sure God would have provide this to them better than any fortune telling way :D:D:D Anyways, I just dont like knowiing everyting cuz after a while both truth and the future may not be as you wish. Because what we actually want to know during a fortune telling session is actually how good things are going to be and what a wonderful life expects us and our relatives and beloved ones. Unfortunatelly, life gives us a whole pack and tells us to deal with it :D

First Things First...

Hello. Im here to write things that I need some advice about. I feel confused and trapped certain times I found out that writting used to help me make up my mind. So here I go :D I recently, decided to change my habits. I was a good smoker and I decided to quit it. However since that was the only thing which kept me away from eating more, this decision created a crysis in my body now. So I also decided to start a diet as well. Well I know it does not sound quite logical however it was needed to be done so I did. The real reason is that I am going to have a promp şn a very near future so I have to get shaped :D How possible? I dont know, but its worht trying.

On the other hand I also have to be concentrated on my two finals and a paper and another exam that I will willingly take. So as you see there is a lot to dooooo:D I will write back as soon as possible. See you soon :D:D:D